Wednesday, January 7, 2015

The Beginning


Dear Daughter,
 
As a mother, I feel like a part of my job is to be strong and secure in who I am. But guess what – I am not. I have so many insecurities and so many doubts and I am weak so so weak. I have learned that more women then you think feel the same way that I do. But they hide behind things so that others will not see those insecurities. Those things could be cloths, makeup, or a good hair cut or it could be a big personality or even anger or it could just be an attitude of knowing it all. But so many women are feeling the same insecurities that I feel. When I realized that - I started looking at women differently. I still fight my insecurities don’t get me wrong – but knowing that little nugget of knowledge helps me get through the day a little easier. 
 
I wanted you my sweet daughter to know this so I want to start writing some stuff down for you so that later when you are older you will know that you aren’t alone in this adventure of womanhood. My hope is to share things about myself, our relationship and just things that I am learning so that you can have little nuggets of love and advice to read over as you grow into a young girl, a woman and hopefully into a mother someday yourself. I hope this can be a truly raw and open letter just about life and relationships and the romance and adventure of it all. I want you to know that your mother is human and struggles everyday with this thing we call life. You are such a special person – I hope I can give you something special to hold onto forever.
 
Love Always,
Mom

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